Oh, Woe Is Me
No word from Beamer.
And yes, I've been a bit of a basket case over it.
I would have possibly overlooked not hearing from him if it were, indeed, because he had friends in town this weekend.
I've considered calling, but just can't do it. I feel like I have been the hunter rather than the hunted as it stands.
I'm beginning to think it is one of two things...
There really are no more nice single guys out there
or
I am not the good judge of character I thought I was.
Well, I am for all of my friends, but I sure am bad at picking them of for myself.
And I don't know what to do or where to go from here. I feel like I need a break, but then I also feel like, fuck, I am 35. I can't afford to wait!
And I was desperate enough to call the boring guy and leave a message last week. I told him I would call him this week. I am just not sure that I am up for it.
And what was the problem here?
Dear Lord, was it what I confided in him? Did it freak him out? And why did it freak him out? Do I or do I not tell any other guy I may become intimate with? When do I tell him?
And what the hell do I do with all of this Victoria Secret stuff I have in the meantime? And what I am going to do in my exceptionally sexy witch costume for Halloween?
Anyone out there? Hello?
And yes, I've been a bit of a basket case over it.
I would have possibly overlooked not hearing from him if it were, indeed, because he had friends in town this weekend.
I've considered calling, but just can't do it. I feel like I have been the hunter rather than the hunted as it stands.
I'm beginning to think it is one of two things...
There really are no more nice single guys out there
or
I am not the good judge of character I thought I was.
Well, I am for all of my friends, but I sure am bad at picking them of for myself.
And I don't know what to do or where to go from here. I feel like I need a break, but then I also feel like, fuck, I am 35. I can't afford to wait!
And I was desperate enough to call the boring guy and leave a message last week. I told him I would call him this week. I am just not sure that I am up for it.
And what was the problem here?
Dear Lord, was it what I confided in him? Did it freak him out? And why did it freak him out? Do I or do I not tell any other guy I may become intimate with? When do I tell him?
And what the hell do I do with all of this Victoria Secret stuff I have in the meantime? And what I am going to do in my exceptionally sexy witch costume for Halloween?
Anyone out there? Hello?
posted by Beth at
8:28 PM
3 Comments:
Beth - I'm here, and you can smack me if you want, cuz what I'm about to say might sound trite (is that a word?). Anyway...good things come to those who wait. Get out there, live and enjoy life, and don't make finding Mr. Right the be-all, end-all of your existence. You are fabulous, witty, beautiful, intelligent, stunning, funny, loving...need I go on?
Hugs to you. Don't let it get you down...all things happen for a reason.
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Anonymous, at 1:46 PM
Beth - I'm here, and you can smack me if you want, cuz what I'm about to say might sound trite (is that a word?). Anyway...good things come to those who wait. Get out there, live and enjoy life, and don't make finding Mr. Right the be-all, end-all of your existence. You are fabulous, witty, beautiful, intelligent, stunning, funny, loving...need I go on?
Hugs to you. Don't let it get you down...all things happen for a reason.
By
Anonymous, at 1:46 PM
[Sniff]
Thanks, Patty. I am hoping things will look brighter, too, when I am over this PMS.
By
Beth, at 6:28 PM
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