Boy Rant
IM guy.
I like him.
I hate him.
He is so complicated.
He is so unlike anything I am normally attracted to.
He likes to talk dirty to me. He likes to tell me he was thinking of me while he was masturbating. He asks me details from my (boring) past.
But then, he will actually have a conversation with me, and it is great. We have chemistry. The stand up/improv guy thinks I am funny. We are like Hepburn and Tracy, with a lot more talk about erections and panties. (Well, any talk of erections and panties is a lot more than what Hepburn and Tracy talked about!)
He will confide in me and tell me he is wanting a relationship, but that he is so broke, no girl would want to be with him. He can't afford to date.
He pouts if I have a good date (he asks me all the time about my dates, and I am not going to lie if he asks) and relishes it when I am not interested. When a date does go well, he asks if we made out, if he is better looking than the date, funnier, etc. And I thought I had self-esteem issues!
We talk more, he tells me I am sweet. Gives me compliments. All is right with IM guy.
Next time we talk though, he may be dark and insulting. A few times I can pass it off as his attempt at humor, but not as often as he makes the cracks.
When I then ignore him online, he is finds me and reels me back in.
I adore the nice, funny, and even the sexual IM guy.
This darkness could just be that he is going through a rough time right now with his business. But then, if a friend of mine were interested in him, I'd tell her to run away as fast as she can.
Which Miss Bethie is right?
IN OTHER NEWS...
Had a lunch date whose company I really enjoy. I don't think we could ever work long term, but maybe he and British Boy and a few others, including a sugar daddy, are just the distractions I need to forget about IM guy.
*Note to self--don't EVER tell IM guy about my blog!
I like him.
I hate him.
He is so complicated.
He is so unlike anything I am normally attracted to.
He likes to talk dirty to me. He likes to tell me he was thinking of me while he was masturbating. He asks me details from my (boring) past.
But then, he will actually have a conversation with me, and it is great. We have chemistry. The stand up/improv guy thinks I am funny. We are like Hepburn and Tracy, with a lot more talk about erections and panties. (Well, any talk of erections and panties is a lot more than what Hepburn and Tracy talked about!)
He will confide in me and tell me he is wanting a relationship, but that he is so broke, no girl would want to be with him. He can't afford to date.
He pouts if I have a good date (he asks me all the time about my dates, and I am not going to lie if he asks) and relishes it when I am not interested. When a date does go well, he asks if we made out, if he is better looking than the date, funnier, etc. And I thought I had self-esteem issues!
We talk more, he tells me I am sweet. Gives me compliments. All is right with IM guy.
Next time we talk though, he may be dark and insulting. A few times I can pass it off as his attempt at humor, but not as often as he makes the cracks.
When I then ignore him online, he is finds me and reels me back in.
I adore the nice, funny, and even the sexual IM guy.
This darkness could just be that he is going through a rough time right now with his business. But then, if a friend of mine were interested in him, I'd tell her to run away as fast as she can.
Which Miss Bethie is right?
IN OTHER NEWS...
Had a lunch date whose company I really enjoy. I don't think we could ever work long term, but maybe he and British Boy and a few others, including a sugar daddy, are just the distractions I need to forget about IM guy.
*Note to self--don't EVER tell IM guy about my blog!
posted by Beth at
2:47 PM
4 Comments:
when matt and i first started dating, i figured out his website's address on which he has a blog - it was real easy - u all can do it too if you know my email address. well i almost ended with him over it - he had said NOTHING about me at all - he had said plenty about others (including a girl that he saw on a saturday when he saw me that friday and sunday) and i read about his ex-gf that he only broke up a couple of months before. thank god my friends wouldn't let me. anyways - keep it a secret - it's better that way - or if u tell him, come back and delete some posts first.
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Anonymous, at 3:09 PM
Aren't you glad you have intuitive friends?
I thought if all else fails, I will delete old posts should I ever give this address to a boy-toy. :)
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Beth, at 6:11 PM
Which miss Bethie is right? When I read this post I thought "RUN!!" He's a player, and hot and cold, and you don't need that. But then I read about the date, and thought he sounded nice then. I guess you need to use your own best judgment. Aw hell, I don't know anything about dating, so don't listen to me! LOL!
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Anonymous, at 7:29 PM
I'm not good at this either. But, maybe I need this fling to loosen up and have fun, then I will have a better grasp of what I need in a relationship.
He is moody, which is not good, but he is under a lot of stress. But that should not be an excuse. But I like him...in a disturbing way.
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Beth, at 8:47 PM
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