Rundown on the Boys

I had to cancel a date when a family situation I would rather not discuss popped up.

Other than that...

Professor, a.k.a. FWB, was supposed to call before his trip, and e-mail me during his trip. He did neither, which I knew would happen.

I am supposed to take him out for his birthday, but, since he delayed, he is going to have to wait. I have a date Thursday and another one for either Friday or Saturday.

Professor is bad news--but I crave him--physically, and even emotionally when he isn't closing himself off.

Thursday night's date is a funny, intelligent guy whom I have never been able to get off the phone under three hours.

Weekend date is from Holland. Believe it or not--he grows tulips! What a stereotype!

There is a second guy emailing me originally from Denmark--isn't that odd? And one other who seems somewhat promising.

Taking my profile down for awhile, though.

I am not feeling confident or sexy enough to date, so I need to focus on myself physically, psychologically, and whatever.